WoundedWing
11-04-2006, 07:13 PM
Hello, I am WoundedWing, I am a mommy happily hitched with two kiddos! I am a TSx1 taking a break from my journy's. I have been consistantly cycling for the last 2.5 years, dealing with intended fathers (two separate journeys) who had low sperm counts and we never got pregnant. Now, with the exception of being an ED, I have done it all! Gs, Ts, IUI, clomid, trigger~
Anyhow, take a very much needed break, which I am week 5 of my break and I just now hitting me that for right now, I am not cycling! It is so hard to get out of the mind set.... I had to tell myself last night it was okay to have a glass of wine, I wasn't cycling!! Its okay to make love to your hubby without thinking about what cycle day you are on and calculating the risk of sex! Of couse we are extremely careful...but still...your a surro, gots to be ultra careful! So, for me, its hard been getting out of that mind set of not being a cycling surro.:) ;) ;) :D
Anyhow, take a very much needed break, which I am week 5 of my break and I just now hitting me that for right now, I am not cycling! It is so hard to get out of the mind set.... I had to tell myself last night it was okay to have a glass of wine, I wasn't cycling!! Its okay to make love to your hubby without thinking about what cycle day you are on and calculating the risk of sex! Of couse we are extremely careful...but still...your a surro, gots to be ultra careful! So, for me, its hard been getting out of that mind set of not being a cycling surro.:) ;) ;) :D